I’m looking through old posts and messages and you know what? I miss receiving random messages from anons telling me not to hurt anymore. Telling me that they care because it was nice to feel like someone cared about me. Everyone needs someone to tell them everything is going to be alright every once in a while. I just haven’t had anyone tell me that in a long time. That’s all.

I hate it.

No matter how much you put me through. No matter how much we don’t talk. No matter how much pain you gave me. No matter how much I try, I can never officially forget about you. And the worst thing about it is, that while you’re probably erasing all of your memories of me, I’m stuck here struggling to forget a single thing about you.

xdoubledeez:

That line has been over used and unproven. No matter how many people say it to me I cant ever convince myself that they’re actually there for me. People cant put up with me. That line, I’ve heard it before. No one ever sticks around after a few months go around.. I just need one person that can make this saying believable.

(via its-sunnydoe)

l0l, there. I admit it. I like it when you talk to me first because it makes me feel good knowing that in a way, you’re thinking about me. aha, k bye.

So you ignore me now huh? That’s cool. It’s not like you were my best friend or anything to begin with. This just shows how much of a screw up I am. I always screw up on my “friendships.” I guess I’m just meant to be alone, k bye.